Is it Love ?

You're so young to even know what love is. But that does not stop you from letting those deep, meaningful words slip from your mouth. In your heart, you feel that its love. In your mind, u know that its love. But does that mean its really love ? Could you be playing tricks on yourself ? This way you can make yourself believe that you love him. So that you can have someone to love. So that you can have your own love story. So that you can finally feel that you can be happy. Loving someone is way different from being in love with someone. You know that. You have said it before, even to that special someone you believe you are in love with. It is crazy to believe that an eighteen year old can feel so much love toward a guy. A guy that did not exist to you 2 years ago. A guy that you would have never looked at. A guy who you never would have wanted to look at. But there he is, standing in front of you. He has become one of those people who you love to talk to, to be around, to touch. Sometimes it feels like the feeling came from no where. It simply appeared one day just like him. Suddenly, you want to be with him all the time and your mind constantly wanders to the thought of him. It has become impossible not to think about him every second. Why ? You have to ask yourself 'why'. Why him ? But there is never an answer, is there ? They say when u cannot answer that question, that is when you have found the one. The one ? Who finds the one at eighteen ? You ? What makes you so special ? Nothing. But then again, there he is. He is saying that he loves you, he is saying that he needs you, and that your so special. Do you believe him ? Of course not. But then again ... He makes it hard for u to doubt him. It seems like he can never lie to you, when he is speaking in front of you, it feels like its only you and him. There is no reason for deceit. He is there. There, because he wants to be. And it makes u feel so good. So wanted. So loved. Finally, your just staring at each other. And you realize that there is no one you would rather be with at that moment... or any moment for that matter. And you know that once he leaves, because of course he has to, you are going to miss him ever so much. And when you miss him, you miss him hard just like you love hard. There is no feeling greater than when a girl loves and misses a guy at the same time. Nothing can compare to that powerful feeling. And nothing can make that feeling go away.